You wish so many things to happen. You want so many things so desperately.
For instance, I want to pursue 3 things very very desperately. First is to train for a marathon. Second, I want to pursue photography. Third, I want to undertake boxing. Fourth, I want to go for higher studies. Fifth, I want to go on a long vacation to Ladakh. And so on.
Somehow, I feel that doing these things might satisfy me from within. Doing them will fulfill me, complete me.But there are so many things which prevent me from doing these things. Some are practical issues, some are my own mental restrictions. A few months ago I started playing table tennis again. I had played the sport at school with some moderate success. But then was completely out of touch for so many years. But I am playing it again. I am thinking of improving my game to my old levels. I don't know how much this is fulfilling me, completing me.But, hey! You know, I am actually doing this.So what's the point?How about thinking about the things which I am already doing, concentrating on it, improving myself at it? I am actually pursuing the sport because it is very within reach for me. There is a table tennis table in community hall where I live, plus I have got so many playing partners there. That is the reason why I started playing it without giving much thought. Now, as you change your focus - to the things which are withing your easy reach, and to the things which you are already doing, I feel liberated. You will feel that even these activities are equally fulfilling. It is not important what you are doing.
It is important whether you are doing something or not.
There will be ample time to go for more difficult desires.Now is the time to do it, and do it more passionately. It is all about journey. Not about reaching there.
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